When I was a child, I read the note and play without saying to my piano teacher. Since then I have played it.
Every time I play it, I play it differently, which surprise myself.
At this time,my image is not loud voices to struggle to obtain (someone, something) but receive one's feeling to someone (something) who (shich) come nearby from somewhere.
I didn't make loud sounds at the part of f and ff. However, the emotion is f and ff, but still it is not out. The maximum voice cannot be heard.
Then, it is real or just a dream, the portrait of someone (something) is surrounded by the light.
